Thank u everyone once again! I guess many of u all are busy and hopefully all of u are reading the updates silentlyâ¦..Thanks for that and once again the time is here now for me to disappearâ¦I am so sorry but I canât update regularly for the time beingâ¦. I wanted to tell this in the last update itself but my mind got slipped into forgetfulness! I just typed this update to inform u all about this. I am not sure how this update is as I typed it in a rush tooâ¦..Itâs a very short update too!
Ok now back to the storyâ¦..
Pragya, Yes I loved him all this while and even before he knew meâ¦..The reason is simple I loved him for loving others not caring about their background. He only cared about their character. But how do I tell him that I am scared that my presence in his life will affect him?
He said he loves me and wants to be with me all the timeâ¦..I also want thatâ¦.but maybe it have to be in distanceâ¦.I think I have to be far from him and be with him in his thoughtsâ¦â¦Why canât he understand that? How do I tell him that my presence in his life will only create troubles?
Abhi, I wonât totally disagree with what she is worried or feeling bad aboutâ¦.Her presence in my life is troublesomeâ¦.I have to convince my parents that how important she is to meâ¦.I even have to convince her that she is not something that I want but I need in my lifeâ¦â¦She is my necessity!
The moments we spent together only reflect how enjoyable it isâ¦.there were closeness both in our fights and romanceâ¦.only closenessâ¦.I never felt like moving far away from herâ¦.Yes I maintained a distance with her at one point of timeâ¦.I did that as I was scared that I will be closer to herâ¦.In that way, I always wanted to be closer to herâ¦..Why canât she understand that her closeness makes me more closely attached to my lifeâ¦..Without her presence, I feel lost in lifeâ¦.Why canât she understand that?
Pragya, Itâs not about understanding each otherâ¦.but itâs all about understanding the wishes of othersâ¦.especially those who care about us for a very long timeâ¦..Just like how Tanya wished us to be togetherâ¦.and yes both of us are together in some wayâ¦.but now Aunty wish us to be not togetherâ¦.In that way, we should respect her wishâ¦.It can be confusing why am I not thinking about my wish and I am always trying to fulfil othersâ wishesâ¦â¦I feel my wishes are not that cared by anyoneâ¦.I feel those who wish for us really care for us and understand about usâ¦.Abhi! You are my only wish to the wishes I have but I feel I donât have the right to wish for u!
Pragya was still in the terrace with those thoughts, she didnât realized that Abhi was also there after talking to Tommy. Pragya was completely lost in her thoughts about her feelingsâ¦â¦As for Abhi he was lost in his own feelings by looking at Pragya.
Abhi realized that it was getting dark and they should make a move from there. He walked towards Pragya and carried her. Pragya was taken aback and said âWhat are u doing??â Abhi âWhat can I do? You are lost in thoughts and I donât want to disturb u! So I ended up carrying u!â Pragya âJust let me down!â Abhi still carrying her now was walking down the stairs said âI care for you and thatâs why I am carrying u!â Pragya âI know that but just let me down! This is not your house to do whatever u wish!â Abhi just ignored her and continued to walk and let her down once they reached the living room. Pragya adjusted her duppata and stared at Abhi in anger. Pragya âThank god! Tommy is not here! And most importantly his family is not here! What if his family members see us like this?â Abhi with a smirk asked âLike what?â Pragya got annoyed and she just slapped Abhi!
Abhi was shocked and said âNot that painful thoughâ¦.Maybe u can try slapping me with your kisses!â Pragya âWhat?? Are u mad? How can u even tell like this?â Abhi in a seductive tone âU said Tommy and his family are not here then I had mad thoughts of what to doâ¦.so why not slaps with kisses?â Pragya âDisgusting!â She walked off to a room and Abhi was keep on following her. Pragya just slammed the door before Abhi could enter. Abhi âYou canât do this to me! You know how badly u have influenced meâ¦.both in thoughts and actions!â Pragya from inside the room replied âI never ask u to be influenced by meâ¦.You should have control of yourself!â Abhi âHow can I be in control when u make me uncontrollable in every way???â Pragya âSorry for all thatâ¦.I am feeling sleepy now and good night!â Abhi âAlways sleepingâ¦.You are my sleeping beauty yaarâ¦.â Pragya âBut u are not my Prince charming!â Abhi âI canât hear what u saidâ¦.Good night!â Pragya, Very smart he just donât want to hear what he dislikes aboutâ¦.As soon as possible I have to make him leave from hereâ¦.
Abhi âPragya! No choice nowâ¦.u have to come along with me as Ma wants to see u!â Pragya in doubtful tone asked âAunty wants to see me?â Abhi âYes not only that she also wants something from uâ¦â¦â Pragya was now confusedâ¦..