As days passed, Pragya was more determined to leave Abhi so that she would not cause any troubles in the relation of Abhi and his Ma.
Pragya came to Abhiâs room. Abhi was surprised and asked âLooks like LF is here to ask something from me!â He was flipping some of his files while he asked that. Pragya âI want to go outâ¦.â Abhi âOkâ¦.So?â Pragyaâ You never even allow me to go out all this while! I feel so bored being in the house! After that day u are staying here like my bodyguard at all times!â Abhi âOkok Letâs go out then!â Pragya âItâs my choice of place!â Abhi âFine! Let me get ready first!â Abhi, If I never go out with her then I am scared she would do some crazy thingsâ¦.Itâs better to go out with her nowâ¦.
Abhi after getting ready came down the stairs. He saw Pragya wearing the same white saree that she had worn when he came back from the hotel to his house. Abhi âHmmâ¦Why are u wearing saree suddenly?â Pragya pleasantly said âTo impress u!â Abhi âVery funny!â Pragya âI donât think itâs funnyâ¦.â Abhi âOk where are we going now?â Pragya âTemple!â Abhi âWhy there?â Pragya âJust feel like going thereâ¦.â Abhi âFine! Letâs goâ¦..â On the way to the temple, Pragya was keep on blabbering about random things to Abhi. Abhi couldnât stop her and just had to bear with itâ¦â¦
Abhi âFinally we reached! Thank god! You go first and I just wait for u here!â Pragya âYou are not coming up?â Abhi âNo! I am going to park the car and I also need to call someone regarding my workâ¦You carry onâ¦I will wait for u here! Just give me a call when u are coming back!â Pragya with a smile said âTake careâ¦.and sure will call u backâ¦.Donât miss me too much!â Abhi with a frown asked âWhy suddenly u have this much of care for me?â Pragya âI always care for u…..I got to go now as the puja is going to start soon!â Abhi âSo sweet of u and bye!â Pragya walked in front as quick as possible and didnât turned backâ¦.She knew if she turned to look at him then her feelings wonât let her leave himâ¦..
Abhi, Strange! She never turned and look at me! Maybe she is just rushing to attend the puja on time.
As hours passed, Abhi was impatient and was keep on wondering why is she still not back yet. Abhi called her many times but her phone was unreachable. He did went to the mandhir to look for her but she was nowhere to be found. After some time, he received a call from someone âHello Abhi sir! Pragya ask me to tell u that she is leaving u and also donât miss her too muchâ¦.She is safe with me and thank u for supporting her all this while!â By saying that the person ended the call and Abhi was shocked to the core. Abhi, How did I never realize that she was up to something? Damn this girl she really left me now! And that too from this kind of place where she knows very well that I canât find her that easilyâ¦.And now she even ask someone to inform me that she is leaving me! Wait! Isnât that Tommyâs voice? Yes itâs the same voice! I feel likeâ¦.Why canât she understand it would be difficult for me if she leave me?
Pragya âWho ask u to tell that I am safe with u?â Tommy âOh Jerry! We should tell him that if not he would be very worried naâ¦.â Pragya âYou donât know about himâ¦.now he would have identified that it was u! And surely he will come after u now!â Tommy recollected the beatings and punches he got from Abhi that dayâ¦..Tommy yelled âNo!!!Please donât beat me! I beg uâ¦please!!â Pragya shook him and said âTommy! Come out of your imagination! He is not here yet!â Tommy came back to his senses and looked at Pragya in a blank face.
Tommy âYou see nowâ¦ just because of u I am so scared and feel that he will attack me at any moment!â Pragya in a worried tone âI am so sorryâ¦.I am a burden to everyoneâ¦.â She looked very worried and was just looking down in sadness. Tommy âHey Jerry! Donât be this much sadâ¦.I was just kiddingâ¦.Even if u left him, I doubt all your thoughts is only about himâ¦..â Pragya âWhy do u think so?â Tommy âWhat are u holding onto now?â Pragya looked at what she was holding on and realized that she had brought the locket with her as wellâ¦.Tommy âJerry! I know why u leave him but if u told him about the problem then he would have surely solved it!â Pragya âI know he would have solved it tooâ¦.but I donât want him to solve by going against his Maâ¦.I donât really have anyone nowâ¦.but he have his parents to take careâ¦.as much as possible he should be with them and with what they wishâ¦..â Tommy âI know yaar but why donât u think about Abhi? Just because I kneeled down in front of u he got so jealousâ¦actually itâs not being jealousâ¦.he was scared that he will lose uâ¦.He also have the insecure feeling of losing uâ¦.He already lost Tanya and what will happen to him if he lose u now?â Pragya âAll this I know Tommyâ¦..I am also scared for this butâ¦.â Tommy âLet me tell u that he will surely come after u!â Pragya âI know that too!â Tommy âWah! You are keep on saying u know this and that but u are still doing all this!â Pragya in a teasing tone âWhat to do? I am Jerry na so have to be like this making my Tom to run after meâ¦..â Tommy âWhat? So now I am not the Tom! He is Tom now!â Pragya âYa he is my Tom and I like him running after meâ¦.â Tommy âYou are totally in full form but I canât understand what u are trying to doâ¦.At one time u are saying u want him to leave u and then u are also saying u want him to run after u!â Pragya just chuckled hearing that and went inside the house of Tommy.
Abhi, Now I should track down that Tom first! This Tom and Jerry friends are trying to make me come after themâ¦.I donât even have the time to feel sad the she left me as I am so angry at her now! She very well knows how much I will miss her but she still did this! Ma is also coming back to home after 2 days! I just have to ask Robin to manage the houseâ¦..
He went to her room and looked at her belongingsâ¦. He was lost in their memories. Abhi, I know u are very stubbornâ¦.just like me in how stubborn I want u in my lifeâ¦..I will and I have to get u back in my life as without u I am scared loneliness will be my lifeâ¦..
Pragya was also feeling lonely without his presenceâ¦.She was trying her best not to think about him but she have nothing else in her life to think aboutâ¦.Itâs only about him that she can think aboutâ¦..Unable to control herself, she called him!
Abhi answered the call while he was sleeping in the room that Pragya was staying all this while. Abhi in a sleepy tone âHello! Who is this?â Pragya remained silent, Oh no! What have I doneâ¦.I just couldnât resist and called himâ¦but luckily itâs a new numberâ¦.but still he can track me!
Abhi sensed that it was Pragya âHey Pragya! Just donât try to end the call! U know something your irregular breathing that I am hearing now makes me sense that u are scared now!â Pragya still remained silentâ¦.Abhi âOne more thing I donât need to track u from your callâ¦.I can just track u with your heart that is beating for me somewhere near me but yet far from meâ¦.â Pragya was just listening to him and finally said âGood night!â Abhi âGood night but very soon I will come after u!â She ended the call and slapped her head for calling him.
Abhi, She canât even resist herself from calling me but she still can leave me! What is she really trying to do? Sometimes I feel she is just confused with what she is doingâ¦â¦No matter what it isâ¦.very soon she will be back here!
Pragya, I know I am confused but what can I do? I am confused whether I should belong to uâ¦.I am confused what if my belonging to u hurts uâ¦..I am confused what if I am a trouble to your Maâ¦..I am confused what if I am a burden to your lifeâ¦â¦I am confused whether my love is confusing to uâ¦â¦
With a lot of confusions, only tears welled up in her eyesâ¦.as she felt sometimes her tears clear her confusions in her lifeâ¦â¦.
Pragya, Maybe my life was always confusingâ¦.even I was a complication to my own family who didnât want me as they found me unluckyâ¦.Thatâs why I am filled with confusions of what I want and what I haveâ¦â¦..
By engrossed in all those thoughts, she slept with a small expectation that her confusions will be cleared somedayâ¦.
But she didnât know that Abhi will be the one who is going to clear all her confusionsâ¦â¦.
Abhi looked at Pragya and asked âDo u think only u can be crazy?â Pragya was puzzled by his question. Abhi âLook there for my craziness!â Pragya looked at the direction that he said and was shocked to see what was in front of her!
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