This is a dedication episode to Lakshmi sis (you asked me long time backâ¦.Why are u every time using either telugu or hindi song in ff…So I thought of using a tamil song today!) Hope u like it! Thanks for the lovely support! Hope everyone likes it too!
Abhi, I know that u are not even going to your hometown! You donât have anyone except me then how can u go somewhere from me? I know this is your first step to leave me. How many lies will lie in your heart? And I know all this is for me to be away from u! But now I canât Pragyaâ¦..I used to say I canât and wonât love u! But now I canât and wonât be without u! That much u have made me yoursâ¦â¦.Or maybe you are that much of mine? I donât know but donât leave meâ¦â¦
He was filled with those thoughts while looking Pragya from the balcony.
Abhi, Do u know how much I love u from the moment I know that whatever you’re doing is only for me? How can I express to u? I donât know what is still restricting me to tell u how much I love uâ¦..I want to tell u everything Pragyaâ¦â¦But how do I tell when you’re leaving me like this? How Pragya?
He was still standing at the balcony even when Pragya had left and he was just staring at the streetsâ¦..I am lost again…and now itâs without uâ¦.I know all this is a misunderstanding and I will clear all thisâ¦..So that I can express my love to u in expressive waysâ¦…I donât know whether my expression of love will make an impression in your heartâ¦..but it will surely make u my sense of belonging to loveâ¦â¦..
Abhi was still lost in his memories of Pragya. He was reminiscing all his moments with her and still looked at the empty street which looked lifeless without her beside himâ¦â¦
Thali pogathey song plays in backgroundâ¦..
aenoa vaanilai maarudhaeâ¦
maarpin vaegam koodudhaeâ¦
manamoa aedhoa solla vaarthai thaedudhaeâ¦..
kannellaam neeyaedhaan nirkindraayâ¦.
vizhiyin mael naan koabam kondaenâ¦.
imai moodidu endraenâ¦.
For some reason, I have an illusion that the weather is changing.
The time ticks away!
My heart beats faster!
My mind searches for a word to say something!
You are everything that stays in my eyes! (My eyes can only picture you)
I got angry over my eyes.
and asked my eyelids to close.
kasaiyadi poalae mudhugin maelae vizhuvadhinaalaeâ¦
vari varikkavidhai ezhudhum valigaL ezhudhaa mozhigal enadhu
kadal poala peridhaaga nee nindraay
siRuvan naan. siru alai mattumdhaan paarkkiRaen paarkkiraen
eriyum theeyil ennai nee ootru
naan vandhdhu neeraadum neerootru
The seconds that pass since
are like whiplashes on my back,
the pain while writing poetic lines (that are like the marks from the whiplash) is my language that goes unwritten.
You stood like an ocean.
I am a kid. I just see the waves.
Pour me into the burning fire,
I will be like a waterfall where you could shower.
oa oa oa
oorellaam kaNmoodi thoonggum
oasaigaL illaadha iravae oa oa oa
naan mattum thoonggaamal aenggi unpoala kaaykindraen nilavae
Oh! The whole city sleeps closing their eyes
The soundless night! Oh!
It is only me who do not sleep yearning (for her) and withering like you Oh moon!
kalaabam poalaadum kanavil vaazhkindraenae
kai neetti unnai theendavae paarthaen
aen adhil thoatraen
aen mudhal mutham thara thaamadham aagudhu
I live in a dream that dances like the peacockâs colorful tail feathers!
I stretched my hands to caress you.
and why did I fail doing it?
Why does it take forever to give my first kiss?
The lotus is about to bloom (yearns and burns within)
The lotus is about to bloom (yearns and burns within)
enaiyum thallip poaga chollaadhaeâ¦.
malar enum muldhaanaeâ¦â¦..
Do not go far from meâ¦
and do not ask me to go far from youâ¦
Both our lips are
thorn misrepresented as flower isnât it?
(if they do not meet)
thaegam thadaiyillai ena naanum oru vaarthai solkindraenâ¦.
aanaal adhu poydhaan ena neeyum arivaay engindraenâ¦.
I slip a word that our body is not a hinderance.
But I too say that it is a lie and you knew itâ¦
Come close to me.
kanavinil thinam thinam mazhaidhuliyaay pozhindhdhaay
aanaal paartha nimidam oruvidhamaana thayakkam
nodi nodiyaay naeram kuraiya
en kaadhal aayul karaiya
aenoa aenoa maarpil vaegam kooda
vidhiyin sadhi vilaiyaadudhae
enai vittu piriyaadhanpaeâ¦. enai vittu piriyaadhanpae
You showed up in my dreams.
You hid yourself when I woke up.
In my dreams you pour like rain drops.
My eyes yearns for you.
It is loveâs intoxication.
But a weird hesitation, the minute I see you.
The time shrinks second by second!
My loveâs life span melts little by little!
Why does my heart beats faster?
Fates plays its mischief.
Please do not part away from me, my love.
He wiped the tears from his eyes and said âYou shouldnât have left me like this… I am not coming for uâ¦.but I am leaving from here for uâ¦..â
Abhi drove off to the place she went and looked at it with a smirk. Abhi, So my LF is here!
He went to the reception area and asked for Pragyaâs room number. Receptionist âHow are u related to Ms Pragya?â Abhi âShe is Mrs Pragya Abhishek Mehra and I am her husband!â Receptionist âReally? But she never state like that in the logbook!â Abhi âShe is angry with me and thatâs why she donât even consider herself as a married woman now! U know she is like a volcano and this is how she erupts in angerâ¦.This is worst than Volcanic eruption!â Receptionist smiled at his way of describing Pragya and showed him the way to Pragyaâs room.
He reached her room and knocked it. Pragya âHaan I am coming! Donât knock like this as if u want to break it!â By saying that she opened the door and was shocked to see him. Pragya was widely opening her mouth and Abhi âShall I kiss you to shut your mouth?â Pragya turned back and said âWho ask u to come here?â Abhi âI donât need anyoneâs permission! And u are coming with me now!â Pragya âWhat are u thinking of yourself? I said right that I want to be alone for a whileâ¦.and then why do u have to be after me and that too within a day?â Abhi â I donât know but my day canât pass without u…The time itself is like moving slowly without uâ¦.â Pragya still not facing him said âItâs all your illusion and come back to realityâ¦.I hope you are clear of what Uncle said to u!â Abhi âThey all donât know the truth completely! I know who u are and what u are to me! Just come with me Pragya! You are mine and I am yours! Thatâs enough for us!â Pragya smiled widely hearing that but slowly her smile turned into tears realizing the reality of their livesâ¦…
Pragya âI will come but I need permission! I am not like u!â Abhi was not in the mood to listen to her and he just carried her forcefully in his armsâ¦..Abhi âStop thinking of shouting for help as I have told the hostel receptionist that u are my wife!â Pragya asked âWhat???When we got married?â Abhi âIn my dreams and I guess in yours too!â Pragya found him completely ridiculous and she could only wait for him to place her in the car. Pragya, I hope I can talk to him more in the carâ¦.I need to explain to him that he is not wrong but at the same time I am right!
Abhi âOk u can leave butâ¦.â Pragya âBut?â Abhi âYou have toâ¦..â Pragya âI have toâ¦.?â Abhi âChooseâ¦..â Pragya was getting impatient now and shouted âCan u just complete your sentence and tell me what I have to do?â Abhi âItâs not what u have to do but what u have to do for me!â Pragya placing her hands on head gave a very big sigh. Pragya âOk tell meâ¦â Abhi âI will come to your hostel every day! You have to somehow make that happen!â Pragya âWhat??? Itâs a ladies hostel! Not hotel! How can I make that happen?â Abhi âI donât know but if u agree to this then I will let u leave! If not u have to come with me to my house!â
Letâs see what happens next!
Hope u had liked it Lakshmi sis and always be positive and happy! Another caring sis that I have here so I will always cherish that foreverâ¦..
To the rest, Thanks for reading and playing game with me haha (Lol now I sound like some small kid!) I still have some places to guess (actually itâs google! I will try to finish that by tomorrow or thurs! But I never expect many places starting with letter T! Itâs so many places in India starting with T, give me some clues please!) Ok thatâs all for my baks baks which is at times bigger than Buckingham palace (Thatâs what I think!) Bye and take care!