Restlessness is resting in my heart but what if this restlessness is testing my residence in your heart?
With that thoughts Pragya now never went to see Abhi but she went to Shanti maâs room to talk to her.
She was about to step inside her room and thatâs when Abhi pulled her by force and brought her to his room. Pragya âHow can u just pull me like this?â Abhi âI canât push u inside Maâs room and thatâs why I had to pull u out!â Pragya âWhy?â Abhi âI know u are going to tell her everything but I canât allow that to happen at anytime!â
Pragya âWhy? If i never tell her it makes me guiltyâ¦.why canât u understand that?â Abhi âGuilty? For what? For telling her lies or hiding that you are not even related to Tanya!â Pragya âAll this can be forgotten but I am being responsible for Tanyaâs death is the most worst thing! How can I hide that from her?â Abhi âIt doesnât matter nowâ¦.I told u earlier that u are not responsible for her deathâ¦.even if u are then no body would have done what u are doing to make us happy always in all waysâ¦..â Pragya âYou see u even relate to her words to make me feel better…that itself shows how much she is part of your life!â Abhi âShe was part of my life not nowâ¦..and now itâs u! Why canât u understand that?â Pragya â I know but stillâ¦..â Abhi â Ok fine think in this wayâ¦.if u go and tell Ma now then do u think she would be happy? No right? She would be shattered Pragyaâ¦.I donât want her to be shattered because of uâ¦..If u blame yourself for Tanyaâs death then I am also responsible in a wayâ¦..u donât know what really happened and u no need to know too!â
Pragya âWhat do u mean? Why are u telling like this?â Abhi âWhat I can say is she left us leaving good memories and I wish to cherish that with uâ¦.Thatâs it Pragya! One more time if u are going to tell Ma then u will never see me againâ¦â¦.â
With that Abhi left the room leaving Pragya stunned. She convinced herself by saying if this is what he wants then I will also do thisâ¦..But what if someone else tell to Uncle and Aunty about all this?
Abhi, Why is she so stubborn? She is just hurting herself with guilty thoughts! When the right time comes I will explain to her everything that shows she is not responsible to Tanyaâs death in any wayâ¦.Until then she just have to wait!
Abhi returned to his room and found Pragya still standing in lost thoughts. Abhi âYou still havenât leave from here?â Pragya was still thinking and looking at his photo frame on the table. Abhi âHello! I am calling u Pragya!â Hearing his loud voice she came back to senses and asked âYou called me?â Abhi âNoâ¦.I caught you!â Pragya âHuh? What are u saying?â Abhi âI caught u admiring my photo! That too in front of me!â Pragya âArrey! No I was not admiring uâ¦.â Abhi âThen what makes u lost in my photo?â Pragya âYour smileâ¦..â Abhi âThen?â Pragya blushed and said âYour eyesâ¦â¦â Abhi âThen?â Pragya âI am shy na so I will tell u laterâ¦..â Abhi âVery funny! You are purposely doing like this to avoid getting close to me!â Pragya was now really feeling shy thinking of the thoughts of being close to him. Abhi romantically said âYour shyness is shining in loveâ¦.let it shine like this as you are my sunshine!â Pragya looked into his eyes and said âYour eyes are also always shining and that makes you as my sunshine!â Abhi âEnough of this shining thingâ¦.You better leave my room now!â Pragya âArrey! You are saying as if I started telling about shyness and shining stuff!â Abhi âYou made me tell! Then you have to leave now if not I will lose my control!â Pragya understood by what he meant and asked âBut I want to ask u something!â Abhi âNo!â Pragya pleaded to him and he canât deny it. Pragya âWhy did u tell just now like that?â Abhi âAgain! I told u to forget about all that and try to focus on the present and future!â Pragya âI want to know how u know all this and why is it so easy for u to forgive me?â Abhi âOh Really? Then find it yourself! I bet you canât find it!â Pragya âAre u betting me? What if I find everything how u found about me?â Abhi âLike seriously u are accepting my bet? Thatâs so funny!â Pragya âNot funny and this is a serious issue but u are making it funnyâ¦.I want to know how u know about me!â Abhi âFind that yourself! And please be reminded that u are going to stay here forever and in that case please donât do anything funny just to find how I know about u!â Pragya gave a stern face and said âI will prove u that u are wrong!â Abhi âFunny girl! Let me see u again but now I have to leave for office!â
After Abhi left the room, Pragya took the photo frame on the table and kissed on it. Abhi who was seeing that secretly said in a loud voice âYou can try what u are doing on me! For your kind information, I am the one who is in the photo!â Pragya heard that and smiled widely as for Abhi he walked down the stairs with the same wide smileâ¦..Deep inside his heart he knew how much Pragya loves him. He too loves her so now changing her thoughts of blaming herself was his next action.
Abhi impatiently asked “Pragya! what are u up to now??” Pragya “I am up to your thoughts right? That’s why I am up here!”
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