Abhi was finding it difficult to resist Pragyaâs presence but as usual his strong belief in I canât and wonât love her was always present in his mind. Why is that so? Letâs seeâ¦..
Itâs not about you or meâ¦.Itâs about usâ¦.Itâs about us being as belonging to each other. Itâs about us being believing that our belonging is her beliefâ¦..My diâs beliefâ¦..Why canât you understand that? When will you understand that? How can I make u understand that? I think only he will make u understand thatâ¦â¦.Purab! Yes he is the one who can help him understandâ¦..
Abhi saw Pragya lost in some thoughts and walking past him along the corridor. He was surprised to see her like that. He was keep on turning behind to look at her. Abhi, Weird! Itâs weird! I thought she would keep on stare or smile at me childishly but now she is lost in some thoughtsâ¦.until she didnât even realize that I passed her. Thatâs also good as I donât need to entertain her unnecessarily.
Pragya called Purab and explained to him about the situation. Purab assured Pragya that he would deal with Abhi. After talking to Purab, she was feeling relieved and came out of her room. Abhi was standing outside her room. Pragya saw him and smiled at him. Abhi too smiled back and asked âYou are fine right?â Pragya âYesâ¦.why are u asking like that?â Abhi âNothing I thought you were lost in some thoughtsâ¦.â Pragya â Oh ya! I was lost in some thoughtsâ¦..lost in the thoughts of youâ¦.lost in some thoughts that said something about youâ¦..â Abhi âAgain! You have started this! Why Pragya?â Pragya âWhy? Itâs all because of u! I never do anything! You are always doing something to my thoughts!â Abhi âOK Thank you and Bye!â By saying that he walked away from there. Pragya was shocked by his sudden reaction. Pragya, Thank u and Bye? What was that? I am feeling likeâ¦.never mind I hope Purab would help me!
Abhi received a call from Purab. He didnât want to pick up the call as he was angry at Purab until now for hiding about Pragya and about his marriage. But Abhi still answered the call. Purab â Hello Abhi!â Abhi in a low tone âHaan whatâs the matter?â Purab âI know u are angry at me but did u know all this was actually Tanya diâs plan?â Abhi âWhat are u blabbering?â Purab âI am not! Listen to Pragya and u will know everything!â Abhi âYou are just trying to help in favour of her and for that u are using my Tanyaâs name!â Purab âNo Abhi!! Thatâs so much more to Tanya diâs life and what u know is not enoughâ¦.and u also always tell me! Do you remember? U always used to tell what I know about her is not enough!â Abhi remained silent hearing that and recalled the moments that he felt what he knew about Tanya was not enough. Purab âGo Abhi! You have to know her now through Pragya! Your belongingâs belonging will answer all your doubts!â Abhi âIâ¦.meanâ¦how can I talk to her?â Ram who passed by Abhi grabbed his phone and told Purab that he would make Abhi talk to Pragya. Ram âOk my son! Come on! You have to talk and listen to her now!â Abhi âDaddy! Please leave me alone! I donât want to get confused!â Ram âConfused? You are already very confused and only Pragya can clear your confusion!â Abhi âDaddyâ¦please!â Ram held his hand and pulled him and walked up the stairs towards Pragyaâs room. Abhi âDaddy! I donât want to enter her room!â Ram âIf u never go now then I will call your Mummy! And donât act like a child!â Abhi âOk I am goingâ¦.â
Abhi nervously entered Pragyaâs room to see her. Ram âGo Abhi! Itâs Pragya! And not some ghost!â Abhi was thinking, Even if itâs ghost I think I would manage by fainting but I canât even faint in front of her! If not she would try to kiss me like last time!
Pragya was standing in balcony looking at the sky glittering with stars. Abhi walked towards the balcony and saw her. Pragya âI know you would come!â Abhi raised his eyebrows in surprise. Abhi âI just want to know about my Tanyaâ¦.â Pragya âI was waiting for this moment tooâ¦.â Abhi âYou were waiting for this moment?â Pragya still looking at the sky with stars smiled and turned behind to look at Abhi. Pragya walked closer to him and held his hands. She placed his hands near her chest. Pragya âDo u hear her heart beat?â Abhi was lost in the closeness and the sound of heart beat. He could only nod in response. (Saiyaara saiyaara plays at the bg). Pragya âShe wanted to tell about herself to youâ¦.but circumstances made me now tell about herâ¦.Itâs nothing mysteriousâ¦.itâs just something close to your heart that she wanted to share with uâ¦..â She removed his hand from her chest. Abhi was still looking at Pragya and she started to tell about her diâ¦â¦
Her love started even before u realized your love for her. She always felt if she gets you then she will hide you from this world! That much was her possessiveness towards you. Like every love story your love story had a beginning but u never knew thatâ¦..
Abhi âYou mean she knew me even before visiting my house as a doctor?â Pragya smiled in response and continuedâ¦â¦
I saw her love for you in her eyes and she always used to say, you are only hers always and in all ways! I am just going to tell that love expressed in her eyes with her heart beat within meâ¦.
Only for you she kept everything hidden from you instead of sharing with you. She thought hiding would be far more better than sharing but she always wanted to share her heart felt feelings with you…only you….
Abhi hiding somewhere and Pragya âListen! If u are hiding like this then I will have to see him!â Abhi from the place he was hiding shouted âFirst you see yourself then go and see him!â Pragya âWhatâs wrong with me that I have to see myself?â Abhi âFind that yourself!â Pragya âStop this nonsense! I am going to see him!â Abhi âGo and see him but before that pass me that cream!â Pragya âBut where are u?â Abhi âFind that yourself too!â Pragya, Whatâs wrong with him? Why is he keep on asking me to find???
Whatâs the beginning of his love story that Abhi didnât know until now? Why is he hiding in the precap? Pls wait for next update to know all that!
Ok guys it was not my assignments but some personal worries that made me not update anything. Now I am trying to divert from that through this ff. I don’t know how long this will continue it would be better if she changes….
Coming back to previous update, Thank u for the wonderful appreciation. Some of u all asked me some questions, Haritha sis, I am not Abhiâs character in terms of crazinessâ¦.My craziness is just like one of the dialogue in this ffâ¦.My craziness are the yearning for happinessâ¦In that way I am crazily sensibleâ¦.This may sound crazy to some of u all. Nisha sis! No I am not in my final year. Here we are studying slow and steady so I am still in second year. But itâs like a dream for me that time passes so fast! I canât believe! Ya school or college or even work there is too much of work load nowadaysâ¦.just have to manage and if not they would make us mad!!
And one more thing to all those who say sorry, please donât be sorry for not commenting regularly in this ff. By right I should be sorry for not being regular so please donât be sorryâ¦..Thank u if u accept my sorry!