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I heard slight knock on my door when I was doing push-ups in my room, looked at the door to find Radhika standing in the door holding tray of juice. Radz with juice means something fishyâ¦That clearly means she wanted something from meâ¦
âNeil, I need to talk to youâ¦.â
I heard her coming towards me and I sighed
âYou know that in few days we are seeing Farewell party?â
That was a dumb question. The whole college was going gaga over it. Plus , every girl except my sis, Nandini and Sam asking me to go with them.
âsoâ¦why do I care about it? â I said but I did care about it as I promised to Sam that I was intended to keep. I wonder if she really remembers the promise when we were freshers.
âYou know na that Iâm going with Arjun, Nandini with Sid Bhai..so you and Sam left odd ones in our groupâ¦So I wanât You ask Sâ¦â her tone was chirpy.
I cut her off â You are planning to make me ask Sam..then sorry..You are Lateâ¦.â Her expression was full of shocked . I wanted to click picture of her like that..
âAnd Why Soooo??â her tone was angrierâ¦
âWell, I was already planning to ask herâ¦.â
Her eyes went wide for moment , and she looked with curiosity â What?? Are you seriously going to ask her??â
After I rolled my eyes her on her over reaction, I answered her â I promised Sam during our First year that if we arenât in relationship with other that I would be her partner for farewell partyâ¦â
âI never knew that..â Radz gasped
â You donât know everything about us Chashni, we do have our secretsâ¦â
â I just thought that Sam would have told meâ¦.â
I couldnât help but to think back to that day when I promised her and her reaction was unforgettable. She was shocked. She was so sure about I would have girlfriend by then..she was much sure about my quality of making women ran behind me.
âSo you are asking her because you promised her, right?â her question felt like cut to my heart, I donât know the reason why either.
âI would have asked though Radz..she deserves the best. I know that we would have fun together. She deserves to be happyâ¦â
Words came from my mouth instantly and I too got shocked about whatever I uttered
âYou sound like her boyfriend rather than best friendâ she chuckled as she spoke
âvery funny Radzâ¦â I threw pillow on her
She finally jumped in joy and hugged me tight
âI love you Broâ¦but you are hopeless when it comes about Samâ¦â
She walked out of the room and closed the door behind her. I rolled over my bed and recalled her last words..was I different when it comes to Sam?
April 2012 Week of Farewell Party
âYou really donât know how actually I hate thisâ¦.â I stated when man was taking measurement of me for tuxedo.
â You are such A childish Neilâ¦â Sid taunted while giving measurement for his at same time.
I should have just come alone but Arjun and Sid decided to join me too for our tuxedo fitting.
â So what do you think about Sam going with her in party? I mean she is so beautiful..and hot tooâ¦the whole male population of college luring at her..âSidâs comment make my blood boil
âShe is my friend..End of the storyâ¦.â
âOhhhhâ¦Câmon Neil doesnât tell me you havenât noticed her s*xy figure yetâ¦.if I didnât have Nandini, I would have went for Samâ¦â
I jerked around and grabbed him by his shirt..I forget he is my brother or whatâ¦â Donât you ever talk about Sam like that..UNDERSTAND?â
His eyes were glittering with my reaction. He glanced at Arjun who was busy watching what happening in front of his eyes.
âSee..Arjun..I guess I heat the nerve of Neilâ¦.and He says he donât love her..Joke Of the Yearâ¦.â
I released him. I didnât say anything to them. I was really thinking about the whole situation.i shouldnât have reacted that way..iâm not Samâs boyfriendâ¦.but why did it bother me to hear another guy talk about her like thatâ¦I did same thing with women but why it different for Sam?
âItâs okay to feel the way you feel for herâ¦â Arjun said looking at me with strange expression
âI donât have thing for her other than friendshipâ¦Do you guys hears me? She spends so many time with us in garage. She is like guy to meâ¦â
With that Sid laughed hard â God..it was epicâ¦You are blind like a bat to see her like guy Neil..She is a beautiful girlâ¦One day she gonna make someone very lucky to have her in his lifeâ¦.â Sid said and paused.
The thought of someone touching her made me angry and sick. No, you canât feel like that about your friendâ¦She is you Friend..Sam..she wasnât in your radar for years to bed girls listâ¦and it shouldnât bother you some guy touching her because you want her to get married someday and that would consider a man touching her eventuallyâ¦
His expression turned serious and he continued
âShe is like sister to me, Neilâ¦I just said those words to pull your true reaction for her..And I got my answerâ¦.â He smirked with pity at me.
What Answerâ¦There was nothing between us which seek for answer.
After signing the bill and taking our bags we left the fabric shop. While driving Sid shared the news that he going to propose Nandini for marriage after the party. Arjun and I congratulated him..I know one day this two guys besides me gonna be settled with their womenâ¦and one day I too will find that right women for me to end my womanizing nature and would become part of my soul..But itâs far in the future..
I concentrated on the blabbering of Sid and Arjun but my thought coming back to the woman with dark black hair swept in front of her face and shy smile on her face. I yelled on myself internallyâ¦why I canât stop thinkingâ¦
Day before farewell party..
I got my tuxedo and I wanted to see how it look on me..so I quickly pulled my clothes off and slipped on in it. And I quickly stood in front of mirror to examine how it looked on meâ¦
â You look handsomeâ¦â My head snapped at the voice and found my mom staring at me while standing at door with sweet smile playing on her lips.
âSam is going to love itâ¦â
I turned around to look at her. I didnât know what to say on that.
âWhy samâs opinion matters?â I snapped
âOhâ¦Neil..you should know I know my son like a bookâ¦I know what you think even if you donât know it yourselfâ¦Though you deny about Samâs approvalâ¦You always craved for her approvalâ¦you always have and probable always willâ¦â
Have i? Have I always wanted her approval? Why would it matters me the most?
âNeil..â she spoke as she took my hand in her and led me to the bed â I knew you donât want to hear it, but that day when I saw you holding her hand in yours coming from school when you guys were kid..i knew that very moment she is the one for youâ¦.Get youself clear about your feelings or you will lose herâ¦.â
â Why all are keep saying the same thing mom? Too late? What it means? â I said in irritation
âNeil, Sam isnât going to wait for your forever..someday someone will took your place in her heart and will took her away from youâ¦..â
I stood there and thought about what she said. The thought of another man in her life makes me go crazyâ¦I donât want to think about it so I changed into comfy cloths after mom left my room making me bewilderâ¦.I need fresh air to clear my clouded mind..
The day Of Party
I got dressed up and took by tuxedo with me and placed in back seat of my car and headed towards Arjunâs house that the place where we decided to get dressed up. My first stop was to pick up the flowers for Sam..I wanted to make this night special for her. The bouquet was wonderful having long stemmed white roses. I asked shop owner to tie violet color ribbon around it make it match with Samâs dress..Like I had brought violet colored tuxedo to match with her.
After getting dressed we headed for my house. As I drove I felt strange. My heart pondering like drum within me. I couldnât understand why I was so nervous. When I parked the car in drive way we met my parents and mom went upstairs to inform our partners about our arrival.
After minute, Radz and Nandini came down squealing in happiness. Both of them looking stunning and I saw Arjun and Sid gasped at their beauty. I chuckled at their reaction. I noticed Sam wasnât come down so I talked with them.
â Sam, come fastâ¦..We gonna take selfieâ¦.â Stated Radz
I turned around to look at the stunning woman in front of me, she was like goddessâ¦Epitome of Womanâs beauty. She couldnât be Samaira Khanna..The woman was an Angel sent from heaven to torture me with her exquisite beauty.The girl standing at the top of the stairs wore a fluffy royal violet color dress that hugged her body, her hair draped in curls. Her beautiful eyes were shimmering in happiness. She moved elegantly down the stairs. She couldnât be Sam
When she reached the bottom stair I noticed her familiar brown orbs shimmering with self-consciousness and then that proved she was my friend Samâ¦I slowly stepped forward and gently pulled her in my arms in hug. It feels electrify having her in my arms.
âYou are looking extremely gorgeous, Sammyâ¦..â I whispered in her ears.
I noticed her skin went crimson..God she looked so beautiful when that pink shed covered her face.For this night, she was Mine. I handed her flowers and in her arms they fitted natural.
My mind was racing. Was she always this exquisite? Was I failed to notice her beauty for all this years?
We took selfies and many pics with each other. I placed my arm around her waist, she was perfectly fitted. I felt the odd sensation in me with her touchâ¦Ohh God!! Stupid Hormones were making me go crazy.
We went to her parents. When Sam walked into house, Piyali aunty went all weepy and emotional that how Sam grown up looked. I glanced at her picture from childhood and noticed how Sam turned into a beautiful woman, she wasnât tall but her soft and feminine features were sharp. Her delicate but s*xy curves would make any one go crazy. I knew that she hid her beautiful body under that baggy t-shirts and jeans. God Stop it Neil.
All I was kept murmuring my mind like mantra that she was Sam but my body reacting different. I wanted to cover her lips with my kisses and I continued to kiss her as I moved to touch on her delicate curves and eventually make her moan my name as I moved my figures explore her body and night would end with her out of her dress probably. I shook that image from my mind..No it wasnât going to happen, not with her.
God!! Iâm so bastard and perverted jerk to think like that about my best friendâ¦.I kicked myself several times internally..
After we drove from her house, we arrived in college in half and hour drive. I escorted her from car and we entered in hall her arm locked in mine. I looked around many peoples where already there and I noticed most of the girls giving looks to Sam as we walked inside. The boys even looking at me with rage too..Jealous..that is what they are..
We walked to our group and talked with them. It was then Mrs Dâsouza anoucced voting for Mr. and Miss Night of the Year. Any senior can be Mr. and Miss when they won the voting pole by present crowed. I knew already that I would be gonna MR. of the Night. I saw Lara going crazy and chatting with Sophie. I heard rumors in college that Lara stating all in college that she gonna be Miss Night of the year. I know that she wonât. I looked at my partner and I wished it would be he. She deserves it.
I stayed closed to Sam and then Mrs. Dâsouza appeared again to announced the results.
âItâs glad to announce the Mr. and Miss of the Year..Our Mr. of the Year is Neil Malhotraâ
As I walked to the stage, hall filled with a big round of applaud and yells from the girls.
The Principal spoke again but words brought my eyes to the girl standing across me
â This yearâs Miss Night is Miss Samaira Khannaâ¦.â
Her eyes went wide and she stood numb staring at me.
Come on Sam..Plaeseâ¦
I saw Radz poke her in the side and she began walking towards me. Everyone in the hall except Lara and her group was clapping for her. I looked at Lara and I couldnât help but to laugh at her state. Mrs. Dâsouza placed tiara on her head as soon as she reached to the centre of stage. I grabbed her small hand in mine. This feels Nice. Perfect.
âNow itâs time to danceâ¦and the officially beginning of Night to remember â¦â
It was then music started to play, I led Sam to the dance floor. I looked into her eyes and I knew what she was thinking. She thought she didnât deserves this and would fall and embarrass herself. I wouldnât led that happened though. I pulled her closure and whispered in her ear.
âYou deserved this Sam. Stay close to me. I wonât let you fallâ¦â
The lyrics of the song started to play around us and I forget where I was and what going around me. With this girl in my arm, I lost in the world. As I danced, I pulled her close to me as I could. I wanted no distance between us in that moment. Her arms wrapped around me and she rested her head on my shoulder. It was picture perfect posture.
As song came to end I wanted to yell at DJ to keep the song goingâ¦.i didnât want this moment to end. Before I knew, I was looking in her eyes and at swift moment, she leaned and brush her soft lips across my cheeks.
Ii was most s*xiest moment in my life I ever experienced. I wanted to pull her and claim her lips with mine and explore her sweetness. I shook that idea as soon as it crossed my mind.
âThank you Neil for giving me one of the best night of my lifeâ¦..â she whispered
Why she was thanking me? Didnât she know what she making me feel in that moment? I wanted to claim her mine. I know she was my friend and it was my job to protect her rather chasing her like other men population. I was such a dogâ¦.I didnât deserves her. she needed someone better than me.
I couldnât form a coherent sentence so I whispered simple thing I can..
âNo Sam..Thanks for everythingâ¦â
As dance ended, I observed her dancing with Nandini and Radz. She thinks she couldnât dance but she was doing very good with her own step. I couldnât control but to laugh at their crazy dance steps..
I noticed guys watching her like a piece of meat, my chest growled in pain. I have heard Tony saying he wanted to dance with her. That vile creature touching her making my blood boil so I never leave her alone.
As party ended after taking dinner, I led her out of the hall and escorted her to the car. While driving back home, I told her about Lara. She laughed when she heard that had happened. It was so musical.
Pulling car in-front of her house, I donât want to end that drive. As she got out of the car and started to walk toward her house I hold her wrist to stop her. I really wish I was in love with You, Sam..But I wished someone lucky guy will make you happy one dayâ¦
I donât know why but I was getting nervous again. Words came out of my mouth unknowingly.
âIâm very happy Sam that we spent this night togetherâ¦.â
âMe too Neilâ¦.i think I should get inside..Itâs too late na..Iâm hell tired as I went through the whole craziness to get this look..â I examined her again..she was truly looking like angelâ¦
â You were most beautiful girl in there tonight. No one could compare to youâ¦â Did I really said that? God she gonna think I lost my mind..arghhh
âI think you are not exaggerating, Neil â She laughed as i rolled my eyes. I leaned and pulled her in warm embraces.
âWhat I am I do to you, Samaira Khanna?â
Oh God Really..What Iâm gonna do with this girl..Since she proposed me I was confused how to behave with her. Now I wanted to touch her, caress her skin, kiss her..I canât do that to her she was special and I canât categories her in my list of bedded womenâ¦.At the end I know relationship are bound to break friendships if they go bad. I couldnât live without Sam. I need her like I needed very oxygen to breath. Urghh..I shouldnât over power this to me. I need my friend than desiring her.
Her head was resting on my shoulder and her arms wrapped around me..I loved this moment.That moment which I wanted to keep with my whole life. I knew she is beautiful women inside out..And for this night she was mine, only mine.
My harmones were doing their best to control me so I pulled her away but after wishing her good night I did something that I was unaware. I kissed her cheeks to taste her skin was as sweet as sugar..I fiercely control my emotion before I pull her in kiss.
As she said good night to me I walked to my car but looked at her one last time to inhale her beauty within me..Because after that I never gonna allow myself to overpower my desire for her. I soon need to find a girl for me to feel this void..
I pulled my car on drivewayâ¦I touched my skin which was still burning by her feathery touch of her skin. No girl ever turned me on like this.In that moment, I wished that Sam wasnât my friend..i cursed myself.
Sam is my best friend I need to protect her all my lifeâ¦I know soon she will get over on her so called love for me. Eventually we will find our respective partners in future and would have kids. They would play together and might be they would to become best friend like usâ¦Exactly the way I wanted. And one day we will laugh about her infatuation about me. So why this thought feels like heart ache then?
OHHHHHOOOOO I just love writing Neilâs pov Yarrrr..He so good for his own goodâ¦
Howâs this guys? I think itâs boring na?
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