hlo mehreen here…
I reaaly want to hug herâ¦sooth her..but this not the timeâ¦I stayed thereâ¦hold her handâ¦she soon fall asleepâ¦.
Whole day I was in bedâ¦ sanskar never leave my handâ¦he really took a good care of meâ¦and his concerne I sreally seen his eyesâ¦.he is really tiredâ¦right now I am looking at himâ¦he is holding my hand tightlyâ¦ensuring me he will be there for meâ¦he is sleeping in a chairâ¦I donât know wheather he had eaten anythingâ¦its night right nowâ¦
I looked at windowâ¦the moon is playing hide and seek with cloudsâ¦
You woke up??…he said rubbing his eyesâ¦you need somethingâ¦how is your temperature nowâ¦he keeps his hand near my forheadâ¦its fine now..i will tell maya to bring something for youâ¦you have medicine after the mealâ¦you stay here..i will come nowâ¦
I saw him going to washroomâ¦how can he care for me so muchâ¦whenever mamma got fewer papa always says she is actingâ¦I never saw him giving water or medicine to herâ¦he will be always in officeâ¦my train of thoughts get intrepted when the bathrrom door openâ¦he changedhimself to ablack tshirt and trackâ¦
He said me to fresh upâ¦I nodded..and took a shower and changed to comfortable dressâ¦wholeâ¦.maya brings the food to roomâ¦he said me to sit and served meâ¦alll this while I was just staring at himâ¦we eat our food in complete silenceâ¦I wanted to talk to himâ¦I wanted him to know the reason behind my behaviourâ¦
After foodâ¦he said we can go near by garden..it will freshen up your mindâ¦
Now its almost 10 min we are walkingâ¦ neither he didnât said nor meâ¦I want to talk but..my inner voice says no..he wont understandâ¦.
Hmmâ¦tomorrow we should go back rightâ¦I asked to start up aconversation..
No actually when choti ma called..i telled her we will come after tomorrowâ¦I said I have work here..i didnât tell about your fewer..they will take tentionâ¦
I just noddedâ¦
Hmâ¦I want to say somethingâ¦I stopped at the middle and looked at himâ¦he is looking at me with confusedface ??
Yesterday â¦I behaved like that becauseâ¦he cut me offâ¦
Its okay you are not used to guns..shots and allâ¦it happeneds..
No..its not because of that..i said..
Then??he asked confusedâ¦
I am suffering from astrophobiaâ¦I said closing my eysâ¦I donât know how will he reactâ¦after a whileâ¦ I opened my eyesâ¦he was still looking at meâ¦
I donât know when it startedâ¦since I know I have fear of thunderâ¦only karan bhai know about thisâ¦one day some thing like this happened..when we are coming back from schoolâ¦he is the one who drop and pick me from schoolâ¦he know I have fear of thunder,,but that day..itbecame worseâ¦he take me to hospitalâ¦and we come to knowâ¦
He was listening to all thisâ¦I donât know what is popping in his mind..i reaally want him to speak somethingâ¦
You know what would be the reasonâ¦atlast he askedâ¦
I nodded a noâ¦I donât have a bad experience or something related to itâ¦I wasliterally cryingâ¦I donât want to be weakâ¦but ..
Heyâ¦its okay..he hugged meâ¦and plant kissed on my forheadâ¦its okayâ¦its not a big thingâ¦you donât need to stressâ¦waise u like ice cream
Looked thereâ¦he showed hisfinger to ice cream vendorâ¦we had our ice cream..and gone back homeâ¦.
She is sleeping nowâ¦due to the effect of medicineâ¦I wrapped her with a blanket and gone outside to the lawn with a cup of coffe in my handâ¦
I am suffering from astrophobiaâ¦
This thing is revolving in my mindâ¦is she would be the girl we are searching forâ¦I called my friend who is a doctor to know about phobiaâ¦
Yes buddy..wotsup ??
Actually I want to know something about phobiaâ¦can we meet
Yup..tomorow our cafÃ© at 10
Ryan : sanskarâ¦people usually have phobia when they have a bitter experience assosciated with itâ¦they sweatâ¦and have breathing problemsâ¦and it can also happens when parents or generation have this problemâ¦.
Ryans words is roaming in my mindâ¦.as much I know no one from her family suffered from astrophobiaâ¦and she said she dnt have any experience with thunderâ¦it means
Sirâ¦watchman opened the doorâ¦I didnât realize when I reached homeâ¦whole time from cafÃ© I was in this thought..ehh I think I should find it soonâ¦
What â¦. Are you sureâ¦
Okay â¦.i hanged the call or can say the phone slip from me..i drip to the groundâ¦.
SWARA IS PRINCESS ARADHYAâ¦.
Preacap : past revelaedâ¦