beep!beep!beeep! âAhhhhh!!!! Early morning traffic noise always
ready to disturb my sleep of hardly three
hoursâ first thought of my day sounds dead and
tired like my life,still my eyes are closed i hv
not open them to look at my cute pinkish
room which gives me the feel of heaven in
exhausting worldâ¦. Offcourse the job of doctor is not easy one it
demands whole day or i say whole life
serving others.. It was my dream to become
doctor and i,m well know doctor
todayâDoctor Swaraâ but in geting my
dreams i had lost myself somewhereâ¦. Beep!!!!beep!!!beepppp!! âOh gosh! This trafficâ finally i open my eyes and get up from the
embrace of soft bed and pull off the curtains
to hv a look on outside worldâ¦ And the morning rays of sun hits my eyes in
response of rays they again got closed for
few sec taking me away from the worldâ¦
And when i slowly open them again there i
saw a big traffic jamâ¦seriously??? 6am!!!!and
that much trafficâ¦well not a new thing,this is
a big city âmumbaiâ busy with busy peoples
â¦. Everyone wants to get their dreams
completed!!! I move towards kitchen to hv a sip of hot
choclate coz without it my day is more
bitter..that sweet smell of choclate gives me
pleasure!!!! And after spending an half hour with my self
its time to step out in outside world i got
ready and as i step out âtrafficâ starting from
house? Seriously how would i reach hospital
but no other option except to jump into
thisâ¦. 2 hours!!!! It has been two hours and i guess
my car has moved just a km.. Its
frustating,annoying my mood is completely
off when some guitar tones echoing in air i
heard,, it was like a melody in that traffic
noise.. And i get out of my car in search of that like
wandrer searching for homeâ¦ And destination of that search was suprising
it takes me to the guy in three peice
ammmm!! Well developed personality!
prefect hairs!perfect charm he was playing
that guitar..as if experincing something new
totally engrossed,unaware of world Moment was quite blissfull but it was spoiled
by text âits an emergancy doctor please try to
reach soonâ again frustation and anger arose in me and
that came out in a way i never wanted but it
came âjobless personsâ thats what i utter
and that guittar boy stops to play the guitar
and his stare was fixed at me.. He place the guitar at side and walks towards
me.. âexcuse me??â saying this he stood just in
front of meâ¦. It was strange moment or i say magical it
was making me to get lost into it but i avoid
it âseriously!! I mean persons like u also
exist? Everyone is so worried coz of this jam.
someone has to reach office, someone has
to go school, someone life is needed to be treat but i,m pissed here and u r enjoying
that guitar playing???â and i did that!!!! I through out my all
anger,frustation on a strangerâ¦ Who is still quite with a smile that enhance
his charm till now he has just spoken a word
and that was âexcuse meâ
His deep brown eyes met with mine and an
awkward silence follows but then the fear
that i might get lost into those strange eyes i
moved my eyes other side and looks down..
But when his voice reached at my ears again i
take my dark black eyelashes up to see him âok so u tell me what i,m supposed to do
onething that i quickly makeout is that he is
really chilled and cooled person..
My veiw shifted from his amiable face to his
hand when he raised it pointing towards the jam my eyes follow the direction pointed by
his hand âlook my car is jam there it cant
move forward or backward.so i guess its
better to utilize time rather than passing itâ my searching eyes in traffic stop imediately
when i heard time utilization..seriously?? He
just called it time utilization and there comes
another eye contact
âthis!! This is what u call time utilization? As
if u r going to earn great money playing guitar hereâ
and i look at him waiting for answer he did
not take a second and replied
âcome on life is not about earning money its
all about earning experiences, try to collect
experinces try to learn something with each passing second
wait!!! About which life he is talking? I hv
never veiw life in that way,, thinking that i
missed his few lines but tried to catch up
again âu just said that u r doc right? What u hv
expreinced except the fear of exams? Fear of
job? Fear that might u lose ur status, any
other thing of this beautiful world? Hv u
expreinced dancing in rain it wash away ur all
worries hv u exprienced sun rise the slow process which is followed by bright day it
tells u that u cant shine brightly at once it
needs time.. Hv u ever tried to expreince the
silence the peace that lied in silence??
These are the thing minor minor thing but
these makes our life heavenly beautiful. Here i was trying to mingle with melody of birds
by this guitar over that noice it gives u peace
u know!!! â and suddenly cool breeze blows and he
closes those eyes which was gving me the
new veiw of life to feel that freshnes.. That moment i learned that LIFE its a word
but it has many meanings like some define it
the bed of rose and the some define it the
path of thornsâ¦
THE main role is played by VEIW its our veiw
only which make life and world beautifulâ¦.. What was going before my eyes i didnot
knew i was lost in my thoughts when he
moved his hand before my eyes âhey r u
there?â a smile spread over my lips and i look directly
into his eyes âur talks are too inspiring! What
u do? He smirks âfast!!! Well for now i,m
searching!!!â âsearching??â and my face gave a confussig
look as i put strain on my eyes. âyeah i,m searching for the thing for what
i,m made the thing at which i,m best, i,m
searching my best so that i can stand out as
SOMEONE in this world of billion peoplesâ such a impressing personality he is i raised
my eyebrows and sighed with a wide smileâ¦ By the time jam got cleared and everyone
move towards their destination.
âok so now ur problem got solved goâ he
said and further added â but try to live life
not to just pass it, hold its hand and turn
different pages of it,, â and i responded positively shaking head than
he takes his step towards his so called search
but again i find him in front of me âoh i
forgot to tell u r really beautiful..but whats ur
name beautiful ladyâ and it makes me laugh âswaraâ i said ânyc nameâ and again he walks away and i
screamed from back âhey whats ur name??â and he turns towards me but he was taking
steps backward âammmm!! One day u will
came to know hopefullyâ
he said smilinglyâ¦.
And suddenly blissfull moment followed by
dark when a car hits him from the back and he falls on ground drenched in blood.
The world has just stop to move or my brain has got sudden death. Coordination inside my body is messed up making me not able to move,, impulse has stop flowing in my nerves,, the veiw infront of my eyes has stop their blinking..my heart has stop to beat,,i,m numb like a life less soul…. Something is needed to take me out of that terror and there that something comes..its raining. I,m drenched ”hv u expreinced dancing in rain it washout ur worries” his words echos in my mind but they hit hard on my heart and i rushed to rescue him,,
i sit down, placing his head over my lap ”what to do???? What to do”???
‘His nerves’ ‘yeah he is alive’ that fills some life in me and i take him to the hospital with help of some men…
Right now i,m at my place ‘operation theater’ this is a place where i hv done many opeartions successfully but today is different case i realize when my co doctor said ”i hv never saw ur hands shivering.,r u ok? R do u know him? ”
thats true doctor,s hands must not shiver during opeation but this time my hearting is shivering also my whole body is shivering and i dont know why ”i,m sorry i cant do this i,ll send another doctor” i said and ahead to leave….
But in a moment a new soul fills my body as i take breath.. My heart got its connection with another heart..that stranger was laying unconsiously but his breathes was asking me to turn back….
I turn to him and look at his hand as he interlock my middle finger btwn his two fingers…
‘how can it happen? How can unconcious person hold my hand’
”u hv a deep connection with him. I guess” again my co doctor spoke as he saw his moment…
His slight touch has made me fall for him…
Is this love? Can love happens in a moment? I guess it can its just an emotion when and where it develops u never know..
Yeah but thats upto u that u live in that or let it go and i cant let it go or him i want to look the
world with his veiw and for that i had to open these eyes…..
And being a doctor i gave my 200% in this case,,
it has turned into a dark night now, operation went successful and now i,m just waiting for those eyes to get open.. My eyes are fixed at him but he is unaware of it.. And i doze off holding his hand and lying my head over hand in hope of bright day..
And today it was not traffic noise that made me awake nor the rays of sun but the firm hand caring my cheek and as i open my eyes they just get lost into his deep eyes for while….
And i get up as my heart is beating at normal rate seeing him fine….
There is just smile on our face when that moment got disturb with a knock on a door…
I am suprised to see all the seniour and best doctors of town and one of them asked him ‘how r u feeling sir,,hope u r fyn’ and other continued ‘as soon as we came to know that u met with accident we just reached here but i guess doctor swara handle ur case really well’.
I smiled at this but now the question revolving in my mind is that ”who is he?”
”yeah after all i was in hands of very briliant doctor” he said and smiled at me.
“ok SANSKAR sir u take rest now” they all leave and he smile at them..
But i took few mins to realise that he called him sanskar and i just utter ‘Sanskar maheshwari?” with high pitch my mouth was left open in awe and i looked at him..and i added further ‘r u sharvan malhothra i mean the sanskar maheshwari who runs all the hospitals of country?????’
‘ i guess ‘ he replied with a wide smile and wide eyes…
“hmmm the one who is that much successful was suggesting me to dance in rain” i taunt him
”i suggest coz that i do myself i just dont run to make life i take some time to live and experince it as well”
again that was start of convo ‘ok and what about that search is this not enough that u still want to stand out?’
‘i had standout in my proffesion now its time to stand out in my passion”
he is so clear with his veiws that he did not take a second to reply..
I shake my head as i never win over him ‘hv rest now’
i said and turned to go but i feel tight grip of his hand on mine and he pulled me making me fall over his chest my open silky hair was falling on his eyes as he caresses them ‘but u hv given me this new life. U r my life saviour.. I want to turn remaing pages with u’ he said and i place my head on his chest that much closness was allowing me to hear his heart beat ‘here at a moment life is perfect, i want to look the world with ur veiw than it will be a beautiful one” i said and close my eyes and he turn his arms over me and i was like in the embrace of rose whose petals has surrounded me..
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