Hii. This is DevSona and Iâm here with an introduction of my first ever five-shot. This idea came to my mind after reading one quote somewhere in Google and then I immediately took a decision to write it downâ¦As you know that Iâve too much of pending ffâs here and I couldnât trouble myself by adding one more to the list. So, I came to a conclusion of not making it a ff, but a five shot. Hope you like the intro.
(In the way of) Life and Death: Introduction
I am lost.
And it hurts.
I am addicted to the pain.
Suicide is all I seem to think about.
I donât know who you are and you donât know who am I. Trust me, you donât even have to. Iâm writing this because Iâm bored. Iâm bored with my life and now I want to end it. Sorry. I know how you would feel while reading this, but please donât take it seriously. Nobody in real life takes me seriously. You should have been thinking how I got your address, right? Guess what? I came up with that all by myself. And I donât even know if this is even a valid one or not? If it is, and if you are reading this, please donât feel bad about me. I am a loser. And the proof of that is the letter in your hand. I donât even have a courage to say all this to someone I know. Iâve lost all my hope. I want someone to need me. Is that so bad? I want someone to love me, but maybe Iâm just too f***ing complicated for anyone to love. Oh God! Iâm too bad in explaining things. I have been hiding what I was feeling, but now Iâm tired of holding this inside my head. I spent all my life, saying to myself that all was fine, but now Iâm realizing that it isnât the truth. And I donât think I can handle this anymore.
Here are the reasons why I want to suicide â
-My parents hate me.
-My boyfriend cheated on me last night.
-My best friend thinks that Iâve broken her trust.
-My sister believes that I am the one to destroy her life.
And here is the reason why I donât want to suicide-
-I want to live.
How is it? Donât worry if you can’t get the plot accurately, because itâs just a filler. Youâll understand it after the first chapter, right now you just have to comment and let me know if you want me to continue this FS or not. Iâll only continue it if I get a sufficient number of supporters, or else Iâll drop this idea right here. Thank you so much to all the readers/silent readers of Ishq F(o)re(ver) and Living A Lie for encouraging me through your great response to write it. Iâm truly grateful to all of you for doing that.
You can check my other known works here :
Ishq F(o)re(ver)- A DevAkshi/Shraman FF : http://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=ishq+f%28o%29re%28ver%29
Living A Lie â A DevAkshi FF : http://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=Living+A+Lie
Competion @Janmashtami â A DevAkshi/Shraman OS : http://www.tellyupdates.com/competitionjanmashtami-os-kuch-rang-pyar-ke-aise-bhi-ek-duje-ke-vaaste/