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Thoughts within Life! The very last Part.. The very last Os……

Note=This is Os for those who have never read this ff! So let’s continue with the story:
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One and half month has passed , numerous changes have taken place in my life , My life from A to Z has passed from all difficulties and I m wondering if really that was me who stood firm and faced all difficulties? Always i was in midist of my life yet i thought it was the actual beginning and when its actual ending of my life I m thinking that it is midist part of my life , why I always do everything in wrong way? Why am I so disastorous? Why I assume everything by my own? And why do always my assumption gets wrong? Why is that so? Why always my thoughts are within my life? Why not my thoughts are beyond my life? Why am i always so selfish? Dadu, Tania. this life has once again got here the past moments.. it has become cruel! Life has became ruthless its coming after me to take away my life! I have no enimity with God dadu so why he is doing so? Why he snatched my whole world? I have never questioned Him but today i m forced to question Him! My life has became lifeless and i m living this lifeless life because of a hopeless hope! A hope that is broken! In this era of lonliness only silence makes noice ! Dadu i m not here to complain you about God .

God is one and unique , he is Secret and evident! It is because of His blessings that our afairs continue to prosper ! I m Thank ful to Him but still………. Its hard for me to forget what happend in this one and half month , I lost everyone I lost you dadu , I lost my sister Tania , i lost my brother, my parents! My whole world got shattered Dadu! You are listening to me? Murderer of My parents was not my brother not my virat , It was their ego which killed them. Virat commited sucide , you guys are here, Mom and Dad passed away, Abhi is going to get married! And that is why I m saying that Life has became ruthless! You all are not part of my universe instead you all are my universe! And my universe isn’t mine anymore!

Those who were everything to me have left me in such part of my life where when i turn back I only see darkness and when I move forward I only see Darkness coming towards me! Its hard telling you the truth how did Mom and Dad got murdered but I assure you Tania that he was not Virat. Dadu That day when Virat bhai came back from australia , mom and dad came to our home to meet him, yes dadu for the first time mom and dad came to our home at same time or else in all these years after their divorce they even never tried to talk with eachother through any source, they had hatred for each other to core but when their Son Virat Taneja came from australia they came to our home. Mom even didn’t met me and Tania , afterall we were daughters and she was there to meet her Son! Dadu i m not here to complain about her but whole life she stayed away from us and only came when virat used to come back from australia, this time when virat came back as I already told mom and dad came to our home, you were out with YOG(Young Old Group) and the day when you were about to come back Mom and Dad passed away! Their death was quite a mystery and afterall this Virat was blamed for their death!

He was blamed to be the murderer and brother of Abhi, Sooraj blamed Virat, Well Sooraj at his place was right but looking at the truthful eyes of Virat I didn’t believed Sooraj and so started collecting proofs, Sooraj who blamed virat also helped me in solving the case as he was somehow sure that virat can not murder his own parents! Virat told me That Day later at evening Mom was in kitchen making something for him, Dad too came there , Mom tried to ignore him as she knew if they started speaking they would end up having a large fight so she continued with her work, Dad was there to make milkshake so he continued with his work, accidently the sugar pot fell down, looking at that Mom said to dad are you mad? you wasted whole sugar! “What’s the matter . Papa yelled! Papa’s voice didn’t sound like it normally did. He spoke loudly and slurred his words! Huhh can not you speak in fine tone , Virat would get disturbed! mom told. Don’t tell me how to speak, If i wanna speak in my home I will speak!

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Papa said! You are drunk? Mum questioned! I m drunk? Papa growled. I m not drunk pour me some milk! I still have to cook said my mom . Pour it yourself okay? Mom told! Can not even you pour milk? Is it that difficult? I agree living with me was difficult to you but pouring the milk is also difficult? Papa said! Then Mom said to Dad Karan look at your eyes . What’s wrong with your pupils? They are so wide. Are you on drugs? . Papa listening to it was about to shout but mom got a call , when she ended up speaking Papa asked “who called you?” Virat told me that he could hear the anger in papa’s voice and started feeling scared! Mom told it was her friend Aadrika…. Aadrika? Who Aadrika . Papa yelled i dont know any Aadrika! You are always cheating me .you have got some one in your life! After hearing to this mom brusted out into tears! Dad was in no mood of listening to anything . Their fight grew much . Their were sounds of struggle . Then it was all silent! Virat couldn’t hear mom’s shouting anymore which scared him to depth! He rushed to kitchen and saw Mom lay on floor . Her eyes were closed .

There were no wounds on her but still she wasn’t responding . Dad stood there. He looked like he was in daze. Virat then held papa’s hand and shouted what’s wrong? Papa said she is sleeping , he replied softly! Yes dadu virat didn’t killed mom , it was dad who killed her by giving some kinds of drugs , after Papa got to know what he did, he just took a knife and looked at virat, he then just slight made a cut at his own wrist. He dropped the knife and opend window and jumped out! Our appartment is on 8th floor. There was a complete silence and then the sound followed by screech of car brakes! Then it was deathly quite! that day if the cut or fall didn’t killed Dad then the Cars did! Virat was in complete shock , he just took the knife covered with blood and saw Mom laying down on floor. He helplessly sat on floor near body of mom! And at same time all of us . I mean sooraj .tania.abhi . Me with you reached home and saw virat holding knife and looking at window and mom laying on floor and we all thought Virat was murderer! But no he was not . Sooraj blamed virat for all this . Virat tried his level beat to prove his innocene dad but no he couldn’t! Thank God we had cameras in kitchen and saw all that but before realising about camera’s virat coming under pressure of police killed himself! And now i m sitting here helplessly telling you all these things! thats how Papa left me .

Mom left me . Virat left me . You and tania also left me ! I know tania and you are not having souls in your body but your souls are with your body and that is why I always come here! Abhi is going to get married today and afterall these craps i have realised that I do love him! I don’t know if he does love me or not but i can not burry my feelings! Already i have lost everyone of you and now losing abhi too would be great loss for me and i can not do that! Today i declare my love for him! I know this path is slippery and wet and i should step by taking care but now nothing can stop me He is pearl for me in my ocean! After losing everything i have something to gain and that is Love! Dadu bless me and yes Tania wish me luck your dii is going to propose someone she loves to core! You both already left me by sacrificing your life for small kids. Again i would start to cry so i should leave Okay dadu Tania Graveyard’s gate is going to be closed and now next time i will come to meet you with abhi! I m leaving Sooraj is already waiting for me out of graveyard , ans the gates will be closed so i must leave or abhi would get married to any psyco! Yes I love you tania i love you dadu! Bye………..

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Guys first of all I m very Sorry for not updating . i m very busy these month because of assesments and all works of college! I m very sorry for giving you irregular updates! So guys This is very last part of the Ff and you can also say very Last Os from my side! I m not going to write anymore neither any ff nor any Os! This writing was very last from my side and i hope that’s fine with you guys! Thank you all for the comments! And to all writers: best of luck… keep writing!!! So guys all i wanna say is Now Somiya is not a writer any more just a random reader! So Thank you all for reading my lame and boring upates! CS group i hope you liked the surprise! ? so guys have a blissful life ahead! Stay blessed! Keep writing. Keep reading! May God bless you! And This time Bye Forever ? Again Thanks guys

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